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[Saturday
November 28th, 2009 at 1:03pm] |
Friends only.
Mostly.
Some posts are friends only, some are custome, and so on.
You know the drill: comment to be added.
oh, and if you were on my friends list and you have been wrongfully pulled off, sorry I must have clicked you unintentionally, so just comment and I shall re-add you.
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| Leaving on a jet plane.. |
[Thursday
March 5th, 2009 at 1:40pm] |
I'm moving to Baltimore, where is has seasons and actual cold weather. But most of all it doesn't have the sucky Floridians. Really, some of you guys are awesome, but 9/10 Floridians are complete assholes. I need to live somewhere where I don't almost get into a car accident every twenty minutes on the road.
Leaving the 16th, possible having a party the 14th. Lemme know if any of you wanna see me off :)
--N
PS, I'm kidnapping Mark when I go, too :)
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[Thursday
February 19th, 2009 at 11:32pm] |
I've been really blue lately, and for once I wish I didn't know why. Lately I feel like all of the people who I thought were my friends have turned their backs on me. I want to call Ozzy, or Jamie, or Amanda, or even Krista but I don't think I should. This sucks, going my whole life not needing to call anyone, never needing to have company when I'm upset and somehow now all I was is someone to tell me I'm right. I want someone to let me cry, agree with me when I say everything sucks, and tell me I'm right.
More than anything, I want someone who was a part of my life when someone who tried to take it from me and just stand by me. For one second, I want someone who was there to act like they remember what happened to me and that they care.
I'm having trouble doing this on my own.
Please comment and make me feel better :)
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[Friday
January 23rd, 2009 at 8:25am] |
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Is it snowing near any of you? Can I come visit? Please?
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[Saturday
October 4th, 2008 at 12:31am] |
Right now, I really should be packing. My mind is running too fast and all I want to do is sit with my eyes shut for a while.
It’s been a very long time since my last post, and a lot has happened. Around May I became really depressed and decided to run away for a while to fix things. I was in a relationship that was rapidly deteriorating and no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t fix it. July rolled around, I was still in this relationship, but I took off thinking maybe time away would help. It didn’t. The best course of action became getting over it, and in doing so found someone that makes me happier.
PA, MD, DC and a few places between FL and PA were amazing :) Pennsic, Horrorfind, MD Faire; life was pretty good. My brakes failed on the highway so I needed to replace the rotors, my struts blew, I had to replace three tires and I couldn’t find a job during the week but everything was still fantastic. Moved into a basement in North Beach, two blocks from the beach with amazing roomies. Then, ka-blewy, bye-bye easy life.
Here’s how my week has been:
Friday, I notice I have a flat tire and check my account to make sure I have the money to fix it. Someone nearly cleared out my account; I canceled my card and now am penniless.
Monday I flew back to FL for a visit, it was 11 at night, I’m curled up on the couch with my honey, Mark, and I get a phone call informing me that I should go to the hospital to see my grandmother. She’s 87, I don’t think that really needs more detail.
Tuesday I borrow Mark’s car so I can go to the bank to fill out the paper work for the investigation where they tell me it’ll be 7-10 days before I get a new card and before they can reimburse me. Yay. I’m on my way to pick Mark up, light is green, no one’s coming, I turn left, and a speedster plows into me, totaling Mark’s poor car.
Wednesday and Thursday I have to move lots of furniture and stuff all over FL (thanks to the wonderful help of Mark and JP) for my mom who is moving and taking care of my grandmother (who is getting worse). Somewhere in there, I realized that I couldn’t just take off again.
Friday, more moving and flight back. The plane lands, and I get a VM from the shuttle that my awesome MD roomies set up for me saying it’s not coming since the card was declined. Maire had texted me a few times asking if I knew where JP was, so I was a little worried (stress probably made me crazy). Then, I noticed I wasn’t wearing the ring Mark gave me. Here’s where my week caught up to me: I sat in the floor of the bathroom in the Baltimore Air Port and cried.
Honestly, this summary doesn’t even begin to express how awful things were and almost purely because I didn’t go into detail :/
However, there is an upside :)
My mom gave me an amazingly comfy queen size bed that I will soon be sharing with Mark in Pembroke Pines. At least a few hours every night were spent just being lazy with him, which really helped me unwind. We moved some shelving units into our room that’ll soon be a very spiffy entertainment center. Seems kinda’ odd that this upside is enough to keep me from being unhappy due to the recent turn of events and is best described in just a few sentences.
Oh! And I’m working on an avante garde project. It’s gonna be a multi-media show in Boca Raton on the 7th :)
There you have it, folks.
--Natasha
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| I love my life sometimes... |
[Friday
April 4th, 2008 at 4:02pm] |
Tuesday I was busy copying CDs of John William's (Star Wars) compositions while David was working on nuking and defragmenting my external hard drive and Hathgar was going off on a tangent about time travel due to the proximity of black holes when my friend in California IMs me.
He said he was being nerdy because he was coding. I think our nerdyness won.
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| The way he moved, it was a sin, so sweet and true |
[Thursday
February 7th, 2008 at 8:19pm] |
Short entry:
+Got a job at flarf; Yay!
+Got the Civic running thanks to JP, so I might actually be able to get where I need to be
+Hopefully will have a new job soon (still as an office bitch[data entry/admin])
+Adria trip was nice, there was camp fire time and I love me some camp fire time
-A horse bit my head
-Grandmother is moving back in next weekend
-My room/the storage room still looks like someone shook it
-/+ My dnd group disbanded
-I don't take enough pictures
+I'm listening to good music
--N
...the music's like a heatwave; White lightening, bound to drive you wild
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| With or without you... |
[Saturday
January 26th, 2008 at 11:52pm] |
I may have deleted you!
Hey there's a good chance I deleted you since I deleted damn near everybody. Comment and I'll add you back. I'm actually going to make an effort at writing in this regularly again...
comment and see what I've been setting on fire...
--Natasha
Slight of hand ad twist of fate.
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| tacky joke |
[Monday
September 10th, 2007 at 5:20am] |
So, there's a horse and chicken playing in a farm. The horse falls in a mud pit and gets stuck. He yells for the chicken to run and get help. Well, the chicken can't find the farmer so he gets the farmer's BMW and helps the horse out of the mud pit.
So the next day the horse and the chicken are playing in the farm again. This time the chicken falls in. She yells to the horse to go and get help. The horse just leans over the mud pit and tell the chicken to grab his penis. She does, she gets pulled out, and she's saved!
The moral of the story if you're hung like a horse you don't need a BMW to pick up chicks.
--N
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[Monday
October 23rd, 2006 at 12:42pm] |
I'm alive! I just wanted to post while I had a free moment and say I'm alive and miss all of you like mad-crazy >< Things have just been a little hectic around here and I really don't have much spare time anymore to update. I wish I did because I miss my lj and my lovely lj-ers : (
--Natasha
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| someone to hear you prayers |
[Friday
July 28th, 2006 at 8:34pm] |
My past week has been interesting in a boring sort of way.
Friday I went to the Rancid concert with Mario. I admit it, I wasn’t in the pit that long : ( I adore Rancid, thus I was a happy camper. After that Mario, Jason, Philia and I went promoting at Riverfront for Satisfaction.
Saturday was Rocky. That’s actually all I remember >.>
Sunday I don’t remember.
Monday either.
Tuesday either.
Wednesday I went to work at BCN for my momma filing. Fun shit. I came home to find this:
Yes, that is a hole in my ceiling.
Thursday was my first day working for AAAble Insurance. More filing, yippy-skippy. Apparently my boss keeps telling Matt (the friend who go me the job) how wonderful I am. Amazingly, I do know my alphabet. I’m not sure why the great ability to put shit in order is impressive but hey. I passed first grade! Yay!
Now here we are, in from work not an hour ago and typing on LJ. I’m having a bad trend for Fridays.
--Natasha
Take second best, put me to the test
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[Tuesday
July 25th, 2006 at 10:05pm] |
Anyone have msn messenger? I just got one....
AdamoCantus@gmail.com
Message me?
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[Saturday
July 8th, 2006 at 3:12pm] |
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Custom friends only entry, log in to read. It’s relatively juicy.
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[Wednesday
June 28th, 2006 at 1:32pm] |
Monday was dull, since I couldn’t sleep at all Sunday night because I was sick and every time I’d lie down I’d hack up a lung. Curses. Thus, all Monday was spent sleeping. No one calls me when I’m awake and bored, oh no, they either call when I’m sleeping or when my phone is dying or when I forget my phone some place. Bastards. Seven calls in three hours during the day on a Monday are too much!
Tuesday Kittenn, Hammy, Jester, Philia, Kittenn’s twins and I went promoting on the beach. Unfortunately it was Hollywood beach so promoting turned to poi due to lack of people. After that we all came back to my house, Philia left, and the rest I don’t remember. I mean it’s almost scary I have little bits of out of order recollection of last night. I remember trying to sleep on one couch, and waking up on the other. I don’t remember sleeping, though. I remember Jester getting on top of me, no idea why. Also I remember laughing hysterically at something. This is very frustrating.
Right now Kittenn and Jester are in the other room watching Moulin Rouge.
In other words, this entry had no real substance or point. I just felt like posting my Cthulhu creation in hopes someone on here would think it’s funny.
--Natasha
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| humor of rennies |
[Tuesday
June 27th, 2006 at 3:30am] |
A guy walks into a bar with a frog. A girl sees the frog and asks why he has it, he tell her because it eats pussy. “You’re joking!” she says. “No, come on think about it, frog’s got a long tongue” he replies. After a moment he convinces her to let the frog demonstrate.
So she’s laying naked on a bed and he sets the frog in front of her pussy. It just sits there. “Come on,” he says, “just like I showed you.” After a moment of the frog just sitting there, the man sighs, moves the frog away and tells it “Ok, I’ll show you one more time, now watch!”
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| What set you free I need you hear by me |
[Sunday
June 25th, 2006 at 11:06pm] |
Weekends should never end this slowly. It doesn’t feel right o.O
My awesome few days are drawing to a close, and you get to read about it.
Not to further emphasize about just how much of a loser I am, but only one of you commented on my past post. That hurts my lj-ing soul.
Friday - First Ronnie was a dear and took me to go pick up Caitlin from West Palm. She was down from Orlando for the weekend so I took her to the MSI show. Then we get back to my house and dog pile in the back seat where we not only manage to have Hammy do everyone’s makeup I fully change cloths. Four or five people in a back seat and all that, talent. The show was amazing, despite the fact nearly every time a girl tried to get in the pit most people either slowed down or moved away : ( Much fun for my first mosh pit. I’m not even going to try to remember everyone.
After the show we went back to my house for ten minutes then went to Coalition. It was fun, but we left early since we were all falling asleep. I got to work at the door again, woo, I get to ID people twice my age.
Saturday - Philia, Malic, Jester and Kittenn slept over. Most of the day was spent sleeping and lazing about. Hammy showed up at one point and decided it would be fun to search my house. He’s worse than me when it comes to randomly searching stuff, though he did find some neat stuff. Like glitter, which I gave to Kittenn but Malic stole and poured all the fuck over me. I hate glitter.
A short time later, we went to Destination. It was better than I’d expected. Lots of people and not too much went wrong, I didn’t know what to do with myself, I was actually bored for a while. I had no one to yell at. Philia, Jester and Kittenn crashed at my house after twenty friggin minutes of debate on after parties.
Sunday - Philia, Jester and I went to Jexson’s with some of their friends. It’s nice going out with a large group of people I don’t know somehow. It was enjoyable. After that, we all ended up back here and slept. Philia left a few hours ago, and Jester left a few minutes ago.
I’m starting to get scarcely attached to these people. This usually happens right before I do my great disappearing act. Wish me luck in not doing a usual immature Tasha thing and hiding.
--Natasha
In the midnight hour she cried “More, more more”
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[Friday
June 23rd, 2006 at 2:55pm] |
Life is good because I have MSI and Chai tea.
So I left off at, erm, Saturday. I think >.>
Sunday - Philia watched the world cup while I slept. That was my day in a nut shell.
Monday and Tuesday were the same, try and organize a street team to go promoting and try and clean my computer. Neither of which worked quite as well as I’d hoped.
Wednesday - I rode with Kittenn all the way to fuck’s Miami because Nikki needed a ride back up from there. Then Nikki, Kittenn and I went to the mall where I bought boots and Jester brought us the flyers for EP. Later, Kittenn, Hammy and I went promoting at the circle for Litha which was god damn fucking amazing. Phil was going to flyer with us but got there just as we were finished >< ah well. Hammy and I spun fire! I think everyone there is amazed that I didn’t light myself or anyone else on fire. I need to go to circles more, it was great fun. There was drums and dancing and chanting and fire and ::regresses::
Thursday - I went promoting at the mall, then walked over to Kittenn’s work which is right across the street. She and I went back to her place where she fed her pets and I showered. Kittenn, Hammy, Philia, Chris, Amber and I went promoting first at Boomers then at Riverfront. We got some people who seemed real interested but eh. I have no faith in people anymore. How sad.
and now that I have, like the idiot that I am, stalled like all hell I am close to having a panic attack because there are 574576945 things I need to do. Gah, I’m an idiot.
--Natasha
24/7
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[Monday
June 19th, 2006 at 7:15pm] |
I've decided that I dislike living here. Back in Pembroke Pines, if I was bored and didn't feel like calling anyone I could get on the number seven and take it down to Regal to see a movie. Now, to get to a theater that doesn't smell like mold I have to either take two buses (to get to Regal) and that'll take me an hour or one bus (to get to Muvico) and that'll take at least 45 minutes. The only places to go around here only start to be enjoyable at 11 or later and buses stop running at midnight. Which also cuts out going to a movie because by the time I got all the way there and saw a movie buses wouldn’t be running.
Grr, arg, complaining noises.
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[Sunday
June 18th, 2006 at 11:52pm] |
First of all, I want one:
I am yet again becoming a bad lj-er. Let’s see, where’d I leave off, oh ya, Wednesday.
Thursday I went promoting for EP with Tony, Ali, Kittenn and Marsilly. Honestly, I had to go look up the last chick’s name on myspace. My complete lack of memory is becoming a bother. Tony’s put me in charge of the street promoters for the time being. So pretty much I get to organize people to go out to flyer for raves and report to Marsilly. Speaking of which, I didn’t dislike her, she gets cool points.
Within ten minutes of being home from flyering, I get the killer migraine from hell. I really am starting to believe there is a killer octopus growing in my brain.
Friday was the day of my so-called party. I decided that since my mamma was out of town I should throw a party. Very shortly after I decided I would fail, and so I put Philia in charge. Well, he failed. People there, that I remember:
Kittenn + Jester
Chris + Amber
Hammy
Philia
Philia’s friend # 1& 2
Philia’s friend from Malic’s party # 1 & 2
[edit 06-20] somehow, part of this list was deleted, so now I don't remember everybody. Fuck.
Linda
Kittenn's friend # 1 & 2
Jester's friend # 1
Jessica from Rocky
Bridjette
some other people I forgot since it's been four days.[/edit]
The party was actually pretty decent, I enjoyed myself. Then again, I usually do either way. Bad luck struck, first I lose an ear ring, then Kittenn loses her keys, last we lose Philia. Well, he wasn’t really lost, he was just nowhere where we could find him. No one saw him leave, and he didn’t say a word to anyone. Fffft.
By 11 AM everyone had cleared out. By noon Tony and Ali called to see if I needed a ride to the picnic. Sure, I don’t need sleep. They pick me up around two with Michelle, and off we went. It was pretty fun, I got to meet people and such. Tony had me mash meat into ham burgers. Ya, they pick the girl who has never touched red meat in her life to do this job. Hooray! Now I can say I have touched red meat. Imagine the innuendoes that were made that day.
One of Sierra’s friends, Samantha, gave me a ride home around six so I could sleep. Around ten Philia came over, and around 11:30 Kittenn came over and we watched Red Dwarf. I fucking loved it. Jester arrived around three, and we played Uno for a while. Then Kittenn and Jester went to bed, and Philia and I tried to watch May. My DVD played spazed and it made me sad because I really liked what little bits of it I got to see. Philia and I slept on the couch for maybe an hour, then I couldn’t sleep anymore so I wormed my way out and checked my e-mail. Tony is making a habit of calling me at eight on Sunday mornings.
Soon Kittenn was up and getting ready to leave, and Philia was watching TV. Goodness, we really may as well live together. Jester woke up around noon and had to go home, Phila watched The World Cup while I napped.
I actually really enjoyed myself last night. It was nice.
--Natasha
Over and in, last call for sin
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[Thursday
June 15th, 2006 at 4:09am] |
After the whole crazy ordeal on Friday, things seem to be going pretty well. Saturday I crashed all fucking day. Only it was restless sleep which almost doesn’t count. Weep, weep, weep. I missed six or so calls, woke up around five as Mike called. He, his girlfriend Michelle and Kat came over and we watched some cheesy kid movie of his choosing and ate junk food like the old days. We were just short one fire : (
  
Michelle looking bored on Mike | Kat in my shitty Rocky wig | Me
Once they left, I had just enough time to get ready for Dream Catcher at X-It. We get there three hours late and I end up as security. Hey whatever works, I didn’t mind. When I wasn’t checking people for wrist bands I was practicing poi with Bridjette. ‘Tis fun. Chris, Amber, Hammy, Hammy’s friend Steve, Brandon, Kittenn and Jester were supposed to crash at my house. Some minor drama stopped that, and just Kittenn, Jester and Brandon came over for sleep.
Bridjette managed to take a picture of me swinging where I look like I know what I'm doing. Hooray!
Sunday I slept on and off most of the day, then I get a call from Kittenn at eleven at night saying “Drum circle is on tonight, I’ll be there in ten minutes.” So I get dressed, we go pick up Trippy and we’re off to drum circle. We’re there not ten minutes before the cops broke everything up. After that we meet Jester up at 7-11, get some snacks and head to our usual beach spot for a while.
Trippy, Kittenn and Jester. Screw real names.
Monday I can’t remember at all. I know I didn’t sleep through it, because I remember saying on Tuesday that I hadn’t slept since Sunday before drum circle. It either didn’t happen, I blacked out again, or I went on an insane killing spree and blocked it out as a defense mechanism.
Tuesday Chris comes up with this great idea to go to Boomers then shuts his phone off all day. Jester, Kittenn and I are sitting at my house for an hour debating on who to call and if we like them well enough to call them and invite them to Boomers since Chris isn’t answering his phone. No wait, it was two hours. No wonder we have no other friends, we don’t call anyone no matter what. Sheesh. We end up going with Hammy and Kittenn’s friend Caesar. We meet Sarah, Chris, Geoff and Jester’s friend Danny there. Shortly after we separate so Danny and I can go get pizza and Kittenn can not only bring Caesar home but pick up more people. Some time later, Danny, Kittenn, Jester, Hammy and some twins Kittenn knows are all at my house eating pizza. Jester goes to bed and we go out to buy glow sticks. By this time, it’s no longer Tuesday by technicality.
Wednesday morning around two Danny, Hammy, Kittenn, some German twins and I all go to Walmart to get glow sticks. Once this was accomplished, we go to the beach for poi. Fun shit. As we’re leaving I have the great idea of breaking a glow stick in two. One thing lead to another, and, well
Yes, we are sickos.
I glow!
We put a whole new spin to the term “beach bum.”
After that I don’t remember much because I was sleeping on and off again. I remember going home, taking a shower, watching tv, laying down, sleeping, hearing people leave, talking to Jester, but none of it makes sense somehow. Damn insomnia making me more forgetful but in a far more confusing way ::shakes fist::
--Natasha
You say you want a revolution man, and I say that you’re full of shit.
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