I've been really blue lately, and for once I wish I didn't know why. Lately I feel like all of the people who I thought were my friends have turned their backs on me. I want to call Ozzy, or Jamie, or Amanda, or even Krista but I don't think I should. This sucks, going my whole life not needing to call anyone, never needing to have company when I'm upset and somehow now all I was is someone to tell me I'm right. I want someone to let me cry, agree with me when I say everything sucks, and tell me I'm right.
More than anything, I want someone who was a part of my life when someone who tried to take it from me and just stand by me. For one second, I want someone who was there to act like they remember what happened to me and that they care.